i know as a fact that you guys don’t feel what i’m feeling. so i’ll stop. or at least try to forget about it. My friend told me that its hard not letting the problems get to you, but knowing that you have people by your side makes it alright. no matter what. oh my goodness. how i love living. lol, i remember all of those times i wanted to run away move, durdurdur. but whatever now. i’m so used to everything that its not gonna hurt me. well okay. I got what you wanted for christmas(=, family.